myrI nËr ivc-Elivdw ivrk

krqwr isMG duSgl
kulvMq isMG ivrk dI auhdy qur jwx qoN kuJ spqwh pihly ieSk qsvIr myry swhmxy hY.
ieMJ jwpdw hY, ijvyN koeI iËMdgI dy isÉr ’qy hovy. ÈihnÈwh! EjIq ny auhnUM inSkI khwxI dw ‘vwrs’ ikhw hY. ijvyN qÉq hËwry ’qy koeI ibrwjmwn hovy. mSQy ’qy ieSk EwBw! ESK¢ ivc ieSk rOxk. buSlH¢ ’qy ieSk muskwn. ieSk sWY-Brosw, ijvyN koeI iksy vyly vI hoxI dw mUMh PV ky auhdI muhwr moV skdw hY. kOx kih skdw hY-ieh sUrq jIvn dy EwÉrI pVwE ivc ivcr rhI sI?
kulvMq isMG ivrk mYQoN aumr ivc Cotw sI, pr kdy vI ieMJ nhIN hoieEw ik aus ny mYnUM ieh Eihsws hox idSqw hovy ik mYN aus qoN vSfw s¢. kuJ icr leI auh idSlI ienPrmyÈn qy bRwfkwsitMg minstrI ivc pMjwb qoN fYpUtyÈn ’qy EwieEw. EwkwÈvwxI Bvn ivc ijSQy mYN bYTdw s¢, au¥Qy hI aus dw dÌqr sI. EwauNdy-j¢dy swfI ByNt ho j¢dI; kdy nhIN aus mYnUM lSgx idSqw ik mYN aus qoN sInIEr s¢. khwxIkwr dy qOr ’qy aus kuJ vrHy pCV ky ies Kyqr ivc pRvyÈ kIqw, pr hmyÈw Ewpxy kSd-Ewkwr nUM ieSk igST mYQoN aucyrw jwixEw.

auh dosq sI, pr vlyN-vlyN ies dw ieËhwr nhIN aus kdy kIqw. auh Ewdr idMdw sI, pr Ewpxy Ewqm snmwn dy muSl ’qy hrigË nhIN. khwxIkwr dy qOr ’qy vI aus khwxI klw dI gulwmI qSk kbUl nhIN kIqI. swihq EkwdmI dw ienwm pw ky ivrk ny EYlwn kr idSqw-mYN hux khwxI nhIN kdy ilKxI. khwxI mYQoN ilKI hI nhIN j¢dI. EjIb iksm dI byiehqnwhI!

ieh sux ky kYnyfw ivc EwÉr Bwxw vrq igEw, mYnUM ieh jwxn dI qIbr ieSCw sI ik ies qrH¢ dI ÈÉsIEq dy EMqly iCMn ikho ijhy sn. kI myry Xwr ny EwÉr hwr mMnI? kI aus EMq ivc hiQEwr suSt pwey? mYnUM ieh jwx ky qsSlI hoeI ik ivrk ijs qrH¢ swrI aumr jIivEw, auNJ dw auNJ mwx-mSqw qur igEw. ieh sqr¢ kulvMq ivrk dy dosq blbIr momI dI icSTI ivcoN hn, ijhVI aunH¢ mYnUM ivrk dy qur jwx qoN bwEd 7 PrvrI nUM kYnyfw qoN ilKI:-
‘‘isroN nMgy, KuSlHI sÌYd dwVHI, kuVqw pjwmw qy sSjI b¢h qy sSjI lSq nkwrw, au¥Ty pr au¥iTEw nw jwvy. iPr vI au¥Ty qy KSby klwvy ivc lY ilEw. mUMhoN koeI bol nhIN, bSs ESK¢ ivc cmk qy buSlH¢ ’qy muskwx. ienH¢ do icMnH¢ nwl hI imlx jogy rih gey sn. ienH¢ do icMn¢ dy ijMny mrËI ErQ kSF lvo.||| hux auh bol nhIN skdy sn. isrÌ sux skdy sn. sux ky ESgoN muskrw dyNdy sn. kdy-kdy koeI svwl dw jvwb isrÌ eynw hI idMdy sn, ‘nhIN’ j¢ ‘TIk’ hY||| TIk hY||| ieh ‘nhIN‘ j¢ ‘TIk’ hY dy ErQ kSFxy bVy muÈkl ho j¢dy sn, ikauNik ienH¢ do Èbd¢ qoN ielwvw auh hor kuJ Èbd bol nhIN skdy sn.

koiÈÈ krdy sn, pr Èbd EV j¢dy sn. Ewpxy-Ewp au¥Tx dI koiÈÈ krdy, keI vwr au¥T KloNdy, pr ifSg pYNdy sn. ifSgx nwl keI vwr sSt¢ vI lSg j¢dIE¢ sn. kudrq dI kI isqm ËrIÌI sI ik keI mIl roË sYr krn vwlw ivrk Ewpxy-Ewp au¥T vI nhIN skdw sI, bYT vI nhIN skdw sI. lok¢ dy idlo drd nUM smJ ky aunH¢ dIE¢ khwxIE¢ ilKx vwlw lyKk EMqly idnIN sSjw pwsw mwry jwx kwrn nw ilK ky Ewpxy mn dI gSl kr skdw sI, nw bol hI skdw sI.’’
qy Pyr.

‘‘mYN ieSk hÌqy dy noits ’qy kuJ lyKk dosq¢ qy ihqYÈIE¢ dw pRbMD kIqw. 21 nvMbr 1987 nUM ÈwmI aunH¢ dy siqkwr vjoN aunH¢ nUM snmwnq kIqw igEw. 700 fwlr dI QYlI Byt kIqI qy aunH¢ dI iËMdgI ’qy rcnwv¢ bwry kuJ vwrqwlwp hoey. ÈwmI bwrÈ hox lSg peI. tYNprycr mweIns. Gr CSf Ewey. ieh myrI inSjI qOr ’qy EwÉrI mulwkwq sI.’’
blbIr momI dI lMmI icSTI ivcoN ieh sqr¢ mYN Ewpxy pwTk¢ nwl s¢JIE¢ kr irhw h¢, ieh Brosw dyx leI ik kudrq dI muskrwht nhIN gvweI qy nw hI ieMny dUr ivdyÈ jw ky auh ivdyÈIE¢ v¢grw iekSl ivc ivdw hoey. aunH¢ dy kol aunH¢ dy sihXogI sn, dosq sn, pirsqwr sn. aunH¢ dw pUrw-pUrw Ewdr huMdw irhw.

mYnUM auh idn kdy nhIN BuSldw. srkwrI nOkrI qoN irtwier hox qoN kuJ idn pihly ivrk idSlI mYnUM imlx Ewey. kihx lSgy, qrweI ivc myrI iËmIN hY. mYN qYnUM kuJ iËmIN dy idMdw h¢, qUM au¥Qy Pwrm ikauN nhIN bxw lYNdw? iekSTy rh¢gy. bVw mËw Eweygw.

mYN auhdy mUMh vSl vyKdw rih igEw. ies qrH¢ dw muhSbqI ÈÉs sI ivrk!
myrI khwxI ‘Ejy pwiksqwn nhIN bixEw’ jdoN pihlI vwr CpI, aus dI bVI pUMd hoeI. ivrk suxdw irhw. EwÉr auh boilEw, ‘‘ieh khwxI EijhI hY, ijs ’qy koeI Ëbwn vI mwx kr skdI hY.’’ Xwr lok¢ dy mUMh bMd ho gey.
pihly nvqyj igEw. Pyr blbIr sMDU igEw. Pyr kpUr isMG GMumx. hux kulvMq ivrk nhIN irhw. cwry aumr ivc mYQoN Coty sn. ies qrH¢ lSgx lSg ipEw hY, ijvyN Ewp¢ ilhwË-mulwhËy dy shwry qury iPrdy h¢. ieh soc ky mYnUM Ewpxy-Ewp ’qy Èrm Ewaux lSg pYNdI hY. isÌwrÈI aumIdvwr! JUMgy ’qy guËwrw krn vwly lok!

pr Pyr kdy mYN socdw h¢, jo kuJ ESj pMjwb ivc ho irhw hY, ijhVI ESg dI Kyf EsIN pMjwbI Kyf rhy h¢, ies kihr nUM vyKxoN-suxnoN q¢ auh bc gey! qy pqw nhIN Ejy hor kI ienH¢ ESKIE¢ ny vyKxw hY? ikMny Gr hor vIrwn hoxy hn? ikMny suhwg hor luStxy hn? ikMny bScy hor XqIm hoxgy?

ivrk, ijs btvwry dy dOrwn auDwlIE¢ hoeIE¢ EOrq¢ nUM bhwl krn dy mihkmy ivc kMm kIqw sI, kwÈ ESj auhdI Ewqmw swnUM ies klyÈ ivc kSF lvy, ijs ivc Ejokw pMjwb BuSj irhw hY.

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