kulvMq isMG ivrk pRym pRkwÈ KMnvI

kulvMq isMG ivrk koeI ieho ijhw gRMQ nhIN jIhdw tIkw krnw pvy j¢ vwk dy bwEd ‘ErQwq’ ilKxw pvy. auh ieSk KuSlHI ikqwb hY, jIhdI ÈYlI, iemlw qy iebwrq bhuq hI swdI hY, ijvyN lok gIq. lok gIq vI ‘ESDI qyrI vI mulwhjydwrw, ESDI h¢|||’ vrgy, ijnH¢ nUM qol-mwp pUrw krky, ilÈkw ky mwfrnweIË nhIN kIqw igEw.

jdoN mYN ieh nhIN pVHI sI, isrÌ suixEw sI ik ivrk mJYl, ÌOjI EÌsr hY qy auhdI khwxI JSt buJwrq v¢g hY, ijvyN auhdI iËMdgI dI rotI ’qy suEwd dw swg pw ky ivckwr gSf dyvy, ijxs dI hrI imrc qy kvHy, ‘buSJo Blw kI’?
sMqoK isMG DIr qoN kuJ gSl¢ suxn bwEd myry swhmxy QmHly vrgw kulvMq isMG ivrk Ew igEw, ijhVw mSJ¢ dIE¢ jMg¢ vrgy bol¢ ’c hr gSl bwEd kih CSfdw ‘CSf sU’-‘kr cw.’

keI swl pihl¢ jdoN ivrk jlMDr EwieEw sI, aunH¢ idn¢ ivc swfw iqGVw (mYN, mihrm Xwr qy jsvMq isMG ivrdI) swihqk hlikE¢ ivc msq, JUmdw iPrdw huMdw sI. ieh auh idn sn, jdoN EsIN hr lyKk nUM qlI ’qy rSKdy, PUk mwrdy qy aufw idMdy. ivrk vI eyd¢ hI auifEw, pr bhuqw eys leI ik ipEwrw isMG Bogl auhdw Xwr sI.
aunH¢ idn¢ ivc iksy swihqkwr nwl swfw ault-pyc ipEw hoieEw sI. ivrk nUM swfy swry pyc¢ nwl idlcspI sI. iehI idlcspI auhnUM swfy ault pycIE¢ dy nyVy lY EweI.

ieSk sMGxI Èwm kMpnI bwg ivc Bogl dy brwbr koeI sÌYd dUDIey kSpiVE¢ vwlw, hOÜw ijhw, inSkIE¢-inSkIE¢ ESK¢ vwlw EwdmI Ew bYTw sI. ijvyN ikSly ’qy fMgr dI pCwx Ew j¢dI hY, mYN JSt jwx igEw. vyKidE¢ hI myry Ëihn ivcoN DIr dw bxwieEw hoieEw mJYl auf igEw.
auhny JgVy bwry puSiCEw q¢ swfIE¢ PVwky bwË Ëbwn¢ qyË CurIE¢ kYcIE¢ v¢g swry kys dw postmwrtm krn lSg peIE¢. EsIN EwËwd kÈmIr ryfIA dy inMdk¢ v¢g vwrI-vwrI iPkry cusq krdy rhy qy auhdIE¢ inSkIE¢-inSkIE¢ ESK¢ ttihxy v¢g jgdIE¢-buJdIE¢ rhIE¢.
auhnUM bVw qrs EwieEw, hSs-hSs dwd idSqI. swfI keI sur aus dy sur¢ nwl ieksur ho gey. Pyr keI vwrI auh swnUM ‘EYvrYst’ j¢ ‘plwËw’ imldw. swnUM rsmI gSl¢ qoN sÉq nÌrq hY, EsIN iKVxw cwhuMdy s¢, pr koeI Eihsws qyËI nwl prCwv¢ pw dyNdw, EsIN kumlw j¢dy. ikMnw hI icr EsIN klwk dy lMgr v¢g ‘qUM’, ‘qusIN’ dy ivckwr lmkdy rhy. hOlI-hOlI auhdI dosqI dw hSQ drwj huMdw igEw qy EsIN auhdI pkV ’c Ew gey.
ies dOrwn EsIN auhdIE¢ do ikqwb¢ vI pVH leIE¢ sn. keI khwxIE¢ q¢ myrI rUh nUM ijvyN cMbV hI geIE¢. pr jdoN vI ivrk imldw, EsIN auhdI BYVI ijhI khwxI kuSkVI dy KMB KUMBhy Koh ky goÈq dw loDVw bxw ky myË ’qy rSK ky kihMdy, ‘ivrk swihb, Ew rhI quhwfI khwxI.’ aus dIE¢ inSkIE¢-inSkIE¢ ESK¢ iclk pYNdIE¢ qy hSsdy-hSsdy hSQ swfy moiFE¢ ’qy Ew bihMdy, ijvyN kih irhw hovy, ‘bs, mYnUM quhwfy vrgy cwhIdy hn.’ keI vwr EsIN auhnUM pI|EweI|bI| dy dÌqr imlx tur j¢dy. mYnUM srkwrI dÌqr¢ qoN bhuq fr lSgdw hY, ijvyN mYN iksy ÊYr mulk ivc Ew igEw hov¢, ijSQoN dy mYnUM Ewdwb nhIN EwauNdy. dÌqr, ijSQy hr bUhy ESgy cpVwsI, hr myË ’qy GMtI, ijSQy idl-idmwÊ qy ESK¢ dI hrkq¢ Éws surqwl ’c huMdI, pr ivrk dw vqIrw Ewpxy mwqihq¢ nwl bwhlw hI inSGw qy EwËwdwnw sI.

gSl¢ dw islislw viDEw q¢ EcwnkI EsIN eynIE¢ gUVHIE¢ qy GulIE¢ pIcIE¢ gSl¢ ’qy Ew gey ik mYnUM Ewpxy KMny dy jSt¢, rweIE¢ qy KtIk¢ dy muMfy hsnw, kOfw, jYlw qy ÈMmU Xwd Ewaux lSg pYNdy. mYN mihsUs krdw, ijvyN mYN aunH¢ CiVE¢ dI hI mihÌl ’c bYTw h¢, ijSQy mOlvI, jSt, bSly qy cONdy dIE¢ bwq¢ pY rhIE¢ hox. iblkul Ad¢ dI mwsUmI, Ad¢ dI hI Èrwrq.

ikMnw hI icr EsIN purwxy mhmUd¢ qy EXwË¢ dy ikSsy CyVI rSKdy. prI-ruÉ iglm¢ dIE¢ qsvIr¢ au¥BrdIE¢. ieÈk rkwbq qy vsl dw PlsÌw Gtdw, purwxy ikSisE¢ dIE¢ qsvIr¢ ’c rMg¢ klw vsqU qy keI idRÈtIkox¢ ’qy ivcwr huMdI. iPr EwpxI ivcwr ’qy Ewp hI hSs CSfdy.
mYN smJ igEw ik ivrk nUM mYN pVH ilEw, pr jdoN ipEwrw isMG Bogl vrgy igEwnI gurmuK twiep EwdmI dI vI auhdy nwl gUVHI vyKI q¢ mYN socdw, ‘Xw Éudw, ieh kwEby ’c kuÌr ikSQoN?’ iKEwl EwauNdw ik ivrk vI hvweI kuSkV hY, ihMd¢ ’c ihMd-Ëwhd¢ ’c Ëwhd, pr ieh guSQI hor aulJ geI, jdoN mYN auhnuM iksy aurdU EÉbwrI dosq nwl lwhOrn¢ qy Bwpx¢ dIE¢ gSl¢ kridE¢ suixEw. Pyr iksy isEwsI KSdrpoÈ jwgIrdwr nwl cmwrIE¢ qy bwËIgrnIE¢ dy ieÈk ikSisE¢ ivc auliJEw qSikEw.

swfy nwl auhdI hr gSl dI nwB EOrq huMdI. jy ikqy koeI gSl Btk j¢dI q¢ ‘svyr dI BuSlI Èwm Gr Ewxw’ v¢g muV EOrq ’qy Ew j¢dI. ijvyN EOrq ibjlI dw vSfw styÈn hovy, ijSQoN hËwr¢ hI qwr¢ turdIE¢, lSK¢ hI kMm sMvwrdIE¢ ny, pr EwÉrI btn vSfy styÈn huMdw hY.
jdoN EsIN do Ewr dIE¢ do pwr dIE¢ ’qy EwauNdy q¢ Bogl ËrUr swfI lpyt ivc Ew j¢dw. ivrk hr gSl ’qy muskrw CSfdw-rSb JUT nw bulwvy audoN auh mYnUM bhuq vSfw Prwf lSgdw. Pyr koeI khwxI ijhI krky PlsÌw JwVdw hoieEw eynI qyËI nwl boldw ik jy mYN aus vyly ilKdw j¢ ilK skdw q¢ swirE¢ lÌË¢ dy isr EgilE¢ dy hyT¢ vV j¢dy. mYN hSs CSfdw.

ivrk hmyÈw qyË boldw hY, ijvyN typ irkwrf dw Dwgw Ecwnk hI koeI iKSc lvy qy auhdy bol Gul ijhy jwvx, pr auhdIE¢ gSl¢ GulIE¢ nhIN huMdIE¢. auh aunH¢ ’qy mykESp nhIN krdw qy nw hI PlsÌy dy gyhUey ’qy sUÌ dy bwxy pwauNdw hY. auhdw ÌYslw Bwr qolx vwlI mÈIn dy itkt v¢g GiVSc bwhr Ew j¢dw hY. myrIE¢ gSl¢ dy jvwb auhny ieMJ idSqy.
‘swfw purwxw swihq?-gRMQ swihb-bs.’
‘lok-gIq?-‘qyrI-myrI nhIN inBxI’-kI EY?’
‘suEwd q¢ bs qIvIN icEY?’
‘myrI khwxI iks nUM cMgI nhIN lSgI, nw lSgy, bwby dw auh jwxy’ keI vwr mYnUM auhdy EMdrly jSt qoN bVw fr lSgdw.
gSl¢ kridE¢ auhdw smJwaux dw Ewpxw qrIkw hY. auh pihl¢ idRÈt¢q pyÈ krdw hY. Pyr purwxy buSiFE¢ v¢g ‘so gSl hY BweI’ kihx qoN pihl¢ hI cuSp ho ky sRoqy vSl qSkdw hY. ipSCy ijhy mYN ieSk ivEMgwqmk lyK ‘swihqk pRdrÈnI’ ilKx bwry soc irhw s¢, ijhdy ivc swry lyKk¢ dy muSK trYNfË pyÈ krny sn. ivrk bwry mYN iliKEw sI-ieSk vSfy sweInborf ’qy iliKEw hoieEw hY ‘hwv-Bwv kwirEwlw’, ivc ikMnIE¢ hI ÈIÈIE¢ vwlIE¢ ElmwrIE¢ ny, cIr-PwV dy EOËwr¢ nwl BrIE¢ hoeIE¢. kMD¢ ’qy keI ienswnI F¢icE¢ dy icSqr lmk rhy ny. ESgy ieSk vSfw Èo-kys ipEw hY. auhdy ivc ieSk mÈInI kuSqw KVHw hY, jIhdw ijsm pwrdrÈI hY. aus dy ESgy ieSk hSfI peI hY. Èo-kys dy ipSCy kulvMq isMG ivrk KVHw hY. sÌYd dUDIey kSpVy pweI qy moty ÈIisE¢ vwlI motI EYnk lweI.

auh hor¢ v¢g koeI GMtI nhIN vjwauNdw, koeI DuqU nhIN vrqdw. jdoN jIE krdw hY, btn dbw idMdw hY qy ibjlI dy Ëor kuSqy ivc keI itaUb¢ jgdIE¢ ny qy hrkq krn lSg pYNdw hY. kuSqw hSfI cuSkdw hY-CSfdw hY, cuSkdw hY. auhdy mUMh ivcoN ÉUn vgdw hY, jIB kSFdw hY, cStdw hY. ivrk ÈIÈy dy qIÉy nwl dSsdw hY, ‘ieh idlK hY-ieh hvwsy KSmsw hY-ieh ihSsy muÈiqRk hn-Ewh dyKo kI hoieEw? smJy? qy btn EwÌ kr idSqw.
ieh ieSk idRÈt¢q hY qy ivclI gSl kuJ hor-qy gSl Èwied ieqnI fUMGI, ijvyN vSfy swry bohl ivc blHd dI tSlI lukI hovy. ivrk eyd¢ dy hI ElMkwr vrqdw, ijhVy mYnUM bhuq ipEwry lSgdy. pr jdoN ikswn iËMdgI qoN ht ky kihMdw q¢ mYN qy mihrm Xwr aus dy GtIEw ElMkwr nUM auCwldy rihMdy. auhdIE¢ inSkIE¢-inSkIE¢ ESK¢ ivc bVI bycwrÊI Ew j¢dI.

mYnUM auhdIE¢ inSkIE¢-inSkIE¢ ESK¢ bhuq ipEwrIE¢ lSgdIE¢ ny. auh GutdIE¢ PYldIE¢ mOsmI qbdIlI dSsx vwly XMqr v¢g rMg bdldIE¢ rihMdIE¢ hn. mYN auh XMqr nhIN vyiKEw, pr jy koeI mno-ivigEwnI mnuSKI jËibE¢ dw koeI XMqr bxwvy qy mYQoN auhdI bxqr bwry puSCy q¢ mYN auhnUM ivrk dIE¢ ESK¢ ËrUr idKwv¢ qy XMqr dw n¢ rSK¢ imikEws au¥l jËbwq.

mYN auhdy imikEws au¥l jËbwq ’coN ikMny hI sUÉm-sQUl, dYvI dwnvI rMg auGVdy-imtdy qSky. qusIN iksy Prwf lyKk j¢ KcrI kuVI dI gSl kro, auh suMgV ky hSsxgIE¢ qy Clk pYxgIE¢. qusIN iksy smkwlI dI isÌq kro, auh buJIE¢-buJIE¢ kbr¢ bx jwxgIE¢. qusIN koeI swihqk mslw CyVo, auh tuBIE¢ mwr-mwr isSp lSBxgIE¢ qy spwt ÌYslw qhwfy ESgy hovygw. 2¿2=4-2+2=4-jrb=jmHw+hwsl nUM motI swrI gwlH qy ikSsw pwk.

mYN auhnUM kdy kuclINdI ÈyRxI dy roxy roNidE¢ nhIN suixEw. iKEwl sI ik ivrk nUM duSK-drd dw koeI Eihsws nhIN, pr jdoN mYN aus dI khwxI ‘DrqI hyTlw bOlHd’ pVHI q¢ myrI rUh kMb geI.
auh ienswnIEq dw auh ikSsw hY, ijhdI lUeIN hSQ lSigE¢ hI kMifEw j¢dI hY. auh cMgw, burw jo kuJ vI hY, ipEwrw hY, jIhnUM hr bdldI hvw dy ruÉ dw Eihsws hY. auhdw sitQoskop hr vkq ienswnIEq dy idl ’qy rihMdw hY qy hSQ mnoivigEwn dIE¢ nbË¢ ’qy.

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